Bottled Up Inside - created by jadedink


Bottled Up Inside
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It ain't fading
Man I gotta let it out
Am I crazy?
Screaming nothing ever comes out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out

Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing am i funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.

I'll take this time
To let out whats inside
'Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside

My heart's breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as
I claw my way out
The hurt rising
Soon it's gunna to tear my soul out
Its not kosher feeling like Im on my way out

Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing am i funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.

I'll take this time
To let out whats inside
'Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside

Feeling the hate as they cut down my spine
Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy, you ****** up my mind
You're going to pay this time

I'll take this time
To let out whats inside
'Cause I will panic
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside

I'll take this time
To let out whats inside
'Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside (5 years and 1723 days ago)

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author says:

Please be sure to check out the sbs and view this on high res. The canvas is 24x48 and was a little hard to take a really GOOD picture of.

avatar Drivenslush

HOLY CHEESE CAKE ON A BASKET OF STRAWBERRIES.. and lots and lots of whip cream.. (it is a bit obscene though.. I feel like I'm being a voyeur into your mind.. giggle snort.. and that's what I like ABOUT ME!!!)

The crawling out Femme Fatale is AWESOME.. I can feel her back ache.. and the gray is very well done.. he is trying to take control but she will never let him.. actually.. she feels that he doesn't even exist and has no function..

If I'm wrong.. well shut my mouth.. but that's what I get from the image... hehehe.. such a very stable and brilliant talent.. KUDO'S on such a wonderful image

avatar gotmeamuse

Just awesome! Wonderful job.

author says:

Slush, I think you actually get it...which is scary. The painting took an entirely different turn after I got the screaming face at the bottom done. It was like...suddenly so much MORE than what I had imagined. Thank you so much for the awesome comment. and for walking the halls of my mind for a moment.

And gotmeamuse, thank you as well. You realize that you are such a driving force in the traditional arena, I find your stuff to be so inspirational.

avatar jawshoewhah
jawshoewhah [banned] says:

Wow! Awesome entry!! I must say, I don't recognize the author this time but I have a hunch.

avatar jawshoewhah
jawshoewhah [banned] says:

U, huh. That's what i thought

avatar MossyB
MossyB says:

Her right arm is missing an elbow, or else her upper arm is really short...

author says:

Yeah
Guess you might be right. But no one is perfect. I'm far from it.

avatar Momof4boyoboys

no...I see it as the elbow is bent and it is behind her hair...well done author. Lots of emotion in this painting...

no avatar

Totally agree with Momof4. It's all how you look at it and she saw it the same way I did.
Emotions are just oozing out of this one. Grats!

avatar gotmeamuse

Its all good. Mossy is often off in her assessments but always means well in my opinion. I think its pretty clear that her elbow is behind her. The hands and fingers are fantastic in my opinion. I like the way you blended the skin tones on the big face especially .

avatar erathion
erathion says:

Fantastic,crazy demolish work...very very well done author

avatar gotmeamuse

I am back Author. After taking another look at this revealing piece my only suggestion would be to add a little light to each eye. Unless there isnt supposed to be a light on.......great fun seeing how your mind works.

avatar gotmeamuse

Once again, great painting

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